Hid behind, my face of joy
Hidden deep, inside me....
Do not let anyone, know or see
That which I hid, in me....
Do not let me see, hide from me
Demons from my youth, growing, feeding....
Eating away inside, and about
Turning myself away, my true self....
Trying to get out, to be free
An ORB, an ID, I keep it hid....
Afraid it will, get hurt
Afraid of the pain, and rejection....
Holding back behind, the demons
Demons so strong, feeding off, the ORB....
Eating away at me, I don't want to see
I do not want to know, what I am....
So I hid her from him, from others
Keep her hidden behind him, his face of joy....
As I let her out, he will die
What will happen, when he is dead....
Will the ORB survive, or will it change
I know I must try, she is alive inside....
By Cheryl Lynne, Aug. 11, 2006
